Times are rough

I'm back from vegas. . . yay!

I'll be uploading pictures eventually, there's too many D,x

But boy has it been rough since I've been back.  I feel like my life has more drama than anyone else, especially when it comes to my personal life.

Me and my boyfriend- Jordan (of 2 years) broke up

Basically he told me it was 100% my fault, and I'm too selfish and self-absorbed.  He couldn't even give me any examples or anything but oh well, I wanted to break up with him too, so it was mutual.

I miss when I didn't care about boys.  That's all I seemed to think about.  I have a bad habit of going from one guy to another guy to help with heart break, but this time it's different.  There is no other guy in the picture this time, just me.  Just me, myself, and I to pick up the pieces and slowly piece my life back together.

I forgot what it feels like to have your heart broken.  The sad thing is though, my newly found ex boyfriend wasn't the one who broke my heart.  I did it to myself.   I moved in with a guy I ultimately wasn't in love with, and I was a reckless party go-er who tried to fill that empty void.

Guys shouldn't be a girls number 1 priority.

But, in the end, it seems like they are.  Why do we keep going back even though we just get our hearts broken?

Jordan and I share a 1 bedroom apartment, he moves out at the end of the month.  But until then, I shall be camping out in my living room-- using my couch as my bed.  Sleepless nights on a couch, wandering around my apartment at night snacking on toast (in my underwear), what has my life come to?

I feel like my life has come to a screeching halt and the pieces are all over the place.  The hardest part about a new beginning is finding the pieces and putting them together, by yourself.

A new beginning is a bittersweet feeling.  It sucks to start all over and rebuild everything, but it's a new beginning.  A new time to find yourself-- and to make new mistakes and learn from them.

Oh and Jordan if you are reading this:  I'm sorry.  I am so sorry for how things turned out.  We weren't meant for each other, and I know there is a girl out there who will love and respect you.

Video

Hey guys~!

I made a new Youtube video, yay lol.

I tend to make youtube videos with me singing ^________^

this video is a cover song from a band called Fake Problems, and the song is called Song for Teenagers.

Check it out, hope you like it!

Oh and subscribe if you have a youtube account :D

btw the sound is kinda shitty because I had the mic turned up waaaaaaaaay to high D,x

Hope you liked the video <3

New Diet

So I started doing this new diet called Herbal Life.

My cousin is currently on it and so far she has lost 40 pounds!

Basically, you drink this shake mix for 2 meals and eat a small dinner.  Also, they give you pills to help your body with metabolism, daily vitamin, cellulite, and losing weight.  There's different pills on the website, but those are the pills I got.

I started it about a week ago.

So far it seems pretty fair.  The shakes are enough for meals and I don't get hungry in-between each meal.  Plus, I'm not eating as much as I have been.
I think the cellulite pill is working because I have been pee-ing SO MUCH, and that pill is designed to help rid the body of access liquids. . .

I haven't weighed myself yet though, I think I'll wait 2 weeks before I weigh myself.

But I'll keep you guys updated on this diet and let you know if it's worth the money I had to dish out for it.

Here's the website:
http://www.healthylifenow.com/



This is what I bought:

The Herbal Life Quick Start

It Comes With:

• Shake Mix (flavor of your choice)
• Cell Activator Pills
• Multivitamin
• Herbal Concentrate (which is a tea to help boost your metabolism)

I also bought:

Cell-U-Loss

I'll do a weekly or every other week entry about how this diet is going for me~!

First Real Post

Soooo here's my first post, lol.

I don't really know what to blog about but I'll start by what's going on or went on today.

Lisha and I decided to go to China Town (like always) for dinner and to chill out.

I'm trying to spend as much time with her because on thursday I LEAVE FOR VEGAS AND CALI!!!!!! WOOOOOOOOOOO!

Anyways nothing really exciting happened today.


But over the weekend, we got pretty crazy!

Thursday I went to one of my favorite Karaoke places, Sakura and entered in the karaoke competition.  AAAANNNNNNNDDDD I ending up winning first place! Boo-yaaa!  I got a $50 gift certificate to the place.  I'm supposed to be going on to the next round on thursday buuuuut vegas is more important lol!

We stayed at Sakura till 5 AM.  Like seriously, by the time we got back to my place the birds were chirping and the sun was burning my eyes.

Friday was my hang over day lol

Saturday though, I tried out to be in a movie!  I'll be happy to even be casted as an Extra~!! LOL! I don't care just as long as I can be in it hahaha!

That's really about it though. . . I am doing a lot of traveling this summer though!  I'm pretty excited!  I leave for Vegas on Thursday and then on sunday I'll be driving to Venice Beach and LA then back to Vegas!

Then in July, I'll be going to San Fran and Napa Valley~! LOL I'll be a drunken mess at Napa I think >.<  All that wine  . . . .

Well that's it for now~  Sorry I don't have any pictures lol! I gotta get used to taking pictures for this now haha

HELLOOOOO WORLD

Hello out there in the land of the internet~

My name is Krystal and here's my blog. . . .

I'll mainly be blogging about my life and possible rants about shit that bugs me haha

Soooo look forward to my posts!!!